Saturday, 9 February 2008
the week of CNY... wow...so many things happened during this week.
4, 5 feb
sch as usual... only that art CA1,
we have to do a presentation about a famous artist, eg. Leonardo Da Vinci, Fablo Picasso...
will be doing it on this sunday, 10th feb, with ridzwan...
:( day of presentation is on monday.!! oh no!!
6 feb
eve of CNY.
there isnt any lesson that day, got CNY perfromance... enjoyed it though
then in the afternoon...
all the teachers have to play different sports with the students... i went to play soccer..
the game rules are one game is 7 mins, first goal wins, winner in, loser out.
if no goals are scored within 7 mins, both teams are out n next 2 teams play...
quite a number of teams though...
mr riffai and mr salim turned up first...
when the school team players played against the teachers,
we are cheering "riffai vs rifai!" and they were busily tackling each other!! xD
wow mr riffai is a very good player... :D
mr salim...haha...didnt see him run much.. xP (sorry ah cher!! :D )
later another teacher joined...
he is plump but had very good control with the ball,
i always see him playing as a last man..
later my team got a chance to play...
i was the goalkeeper... again -_-'''
but i have to admit that i m not as good in other positions then playing goalkeeper..
playing against the teachers was fun...but tiring lah...teachers all very pro...
later mr ismail arrived... the best shooter in the teacher group...
his shots are amazingly accurate...
managed to save quite a number of shots...i think i only conceded 3 goals?
shameer only conceded 2. :)
i was praised by many people, including the teachers. x)
also got to know a very good sec 3 goalkeeper, suhaimi. :)
later my team-mates left...the teachers then asked me to play for them..
i agreed, of course.. xD
the teachers had very good teamwork lah... especially mr riffai,
whom i will vote for as captain if the teachers are going to make a soccer team.. lol :D
mr ong joined in the last few games...
haha he managed to score a goal against shameer...it seemed kinda crappy..! haha lol :)
he tried a bicycle shot but failed, so did mr riffai.
most goals were scored by mr riffai though...
some of his snapshots were just too powerful haha..
at around 1 pm, i left... i have been playing since 11am..
7 feb
CNY!!!!!!!
the usual...went to grandma's house.
relatives are there, mandrin oranges replaced for ang baos x)
i recevied quite a number..lol x)
and just the same routine every chinese new year...
later at night...watch movie!!
actually wanna watch ah long pte ltd de..
but no tickets alr...so watch jay chou's kung fu dunk. :) walao, the movie damn funny lah... although most scenes are computerised and have safety lines...kung fu scenes the funniest man...basketball scenes not bad lah..overall, it was much better then i expected. :)
8 & 9 feb
these 2 days are just like any normal day...
only that on 9 feb...accompanied my dad to AMK hub...
he mentioned he didnt go before...
walked around & ate lunch too
but about 20 mins after we arrived...
he complained that there is nothing there!!! xD
he said that going is a waste of time..! haha lol
went home after that..
thats all lah...nothing else to post...
peace-
i was having some thoughts just now..i was having a slight headache..
i am like in a emotional rollercoaster....
i dont know who is really in my heart now..
which girl..?? this...i dont know..
until suddenly, someone or something told me..
"dude, study first.. N levels important!!"
is was like i m talking to myself...
i starting to sound more crazy, more scary...even to myself
now and then, i hear my own thoughts...in fact my own voice
its like i m answering my own questions...
i really wonder what caused all these...
sometimes i m the ever talkactive me,
sometimes i m just another cant bothered person who just wanna be left alone..
sometimes i wanna help some people with their problems...
people who i really care about...
but some cases when i finally realised their troubles..
its too late...either it is solved or it is just too late to help..
sometimes i feel like i m not the best of friends...
but all i know now is that i m helpess in my own situation..
sometimes, out of the blue...
i treat my penknife as a toy...
placing the blunt side on my hand..
as though i m cutting myself...
but i m not...i dont want to...
but my thoughts cant control myself... my feelings take over...
i dont know why...sometimes i just feel like that
good thing is that i havent cut myself,
and i havent touched any penknife in the past 2 weeks
now i wish all these will stop...
so i can concentrate on my studies..
to get good results my N's & O's...
i m aiming for TP. :)
- 9:04 am;
