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Thursday, November 19, 2009

The Only Exception by Paramore

When I was younger
I saw my daddy cry
And curse at the wind
He broke his own heart
And I watched
As he tried to reassemble it

And my momma swore that
She would never let herself forget
And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love
If it does not exist

But darlin'
You are the only exception
But you are the only exception

Maybe I know, somewhere
Deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways
To make it alone
Or keep a straight face

And I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable, distance
And up until now
I had sworn to myself that I'm content
With loneliness

Because none of it was ever worth the risk

But you are the only exception
But you are the only exception

I've got a tight grip on reality, but I can't
Let go of what's in front of me here
I know you're leaving in the morning, when you wake up
Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream

You are the only exception

And I'm on my way to believing
Oh, and I'm on my way to believing

nice song, nice lyrics.. (:
on Paramore's latest ablum, Brand New Eyes.

specially dedicated to V. (:

so long and goodnight.. :) - 10:43 AM;

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

i havent been posting for almost a month.. sry :P
anyway.. finally Os ended like a week ago (:
added somemore songs into my playlists..enjoy~
now seriously slacking man..
oh i m gonna go help out the sch bookstore..
(thx km for the info..)
$3.50 per hour.. should be going on friday..
well just helping out in all sorts of ways..
carrying books, sale of books to next year's students..

11/11/09
wow..this date really means alot to me..
last day of O's and ya..some people alr know wat i mean.. (:
I Love You, V. (:
well she is in camp now..miss her so much..
seriously i have never missed someone so much before..
but i want her to enjoy & takecare of herself lah.. (:
@ least she promised me she would..on both (x
oh she is coming back on friday..so ya (:

anyways..
nowdays..1 half of my mind is like wanting my O's results asap..
anxious like everyone else..
another half is like not wanting the results to come so soon..
dont wanna go back into a busy life so soon i guess...

thats all lah.. i guess i will post again real soon..
depends lah.. :P
peace~

so long and goodnight.. :) - 9:47 AM;

Monday, October 19, 2009

yes i know my blog has been dead..haha k fine i will update..

gradution?
hmm.. let the pictures do the talking lah (:

5B'09

~thx for the memories~ (:

this few days have been like..

mixed emotions especially on grad day lah

happy and sad, thats y i hid up @ the gallery helping the PA boys be the DJ

during that day, everything was kinda tense..cos..

..Os r coming!!!

this thursday, this thursday..

22/10/09!! practical!!! *biting nails..
Art topics r seriously challenging!!

i think i will settle with "twisted and tangled" lah..

i hav the most ideas for this topic..

Os r gonna take a lot of my time..

so next time i post, i dont know when..

just jiayou to everyone taking Os!!

anyway..

just wanna say thx..

thx to someone who finds time to chat with me..

remind me bout my Os.. worry & care about me..

cheer me up, comfort and understand me..

someone who has been by my side for pass 2 months+,

and may she stay with me for the years to come..

i m sorry to hav caused any unhappiness..

just to make things short and sweet..

I Love You, V. (:

this is kinda late but, 11/10/09!!~ x)

aite, gotta go..

peace~

so long and goodnight.. :) - 9:02 AM;

Thursday, September 24, 2009

hey y'all!!
haha fyi, i changed number and phone alr..
W508!!
haha short post lah.. just to update since my blog is so dead...
prelims were disastrous...dont wish to elaborate..

oh oh.. congrats to Kiat Meng and Betty for their 1st month!! xD

ok this following news.. many ppl might know alr..
110809 was more than 1 month alr..
110909 was 2 weeks ago.. so yeah..
Love you, V! (:
jiayou for ur EOYs!!

hehe x)
aite gotta go..
peace~
(1 month more to O lvls!!! jiayou to everyone taking Os!)
and jiayou to everyone else who r also taking their EOYs!

so long and goodnight.. :) - 6:21 AM;

Monday, September 7, 2009

damn.. internet @ home is down... cant go online..
now i m @ library using km's lappy..
alrite just a short update ya...
damn!!! art cousework deadline is this coming wed 9th sep.. gahh crap...
prelims were a disaster though... xD
it will sill go on after sep holidays lah.. about 3 more papers i think...

haha.. lets talk about good stuff..
congrats to km!!! hahaha!! LOL he finally got a girlfriend!!!! xD
haha may u last long with betty ya kiat? :)

oh oh.. fav date: 11/08/09 x)
i think alot of ppl know i what i mean alr.. haiya dont care... xP

oh ya i lost weight again!!! starting of the year i was 81 kg.. now i m 72kg!!!! YAY!!!!!
hehe... xP

hmm.. nothing else to post..
peace ~
110809~
next time i blog... i dont know when :P

so long and goodnight.. :) - 12:39 AM;

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Beautiful - Eminem

cool song this one is y'all..

but my fav is still NeYo's Mad lah..

short post lah this is going to be..

oh ya i pulled my right shoulder ligament again.. :P

arhh!!!...

emotions took over for a few days alr..

prelims coming!!!

art coursework deadline is drawing near!!

mrs chan is going to leave the sch :(

haiya...

so long and goodnight.. :) - 6:57 AM;

Saturday, July 18, 2009

haha i think i only can post on weekends nowadays..
bz lah on weekdays..

well i just changed my white adiNova's laces!! from white to black!
wah now they look nicer lah..
i m gonna use them again on next friday's match against the teachers..
yep. 'again'.. haha i tried them out this morning.. shiok man..
damn comfortable.. but i still need to get used to it lah..
oh ya.. next friday's is a rematch.. this time more teachers.. 12 of them i think..
yeah.. but i still dun know what time leh.. haha nvm..

recently..
i have been thinking about whether we r enjoying our lives now..
(i m refering to students like me)
and whether we will enjoy our future..
whether we can live this life to its fullest..
(rmb.. we only live once and die once...
unless u r talking about the next life lah)
so i live everyday enjoying it..
even when something bad pops up.. i try to get over it as soon as possible..
cherish every moment, be it sadness, anger, happiness..
as u will never know how or when ur life would end..
until that moment comes lah..
i often hear.."u r 17 alr.. its time u think about ur future leh.."
sry to disappoint anyone.. but i m a person who lives in the present..
yes, i know i will have greater responsibilities..
yes, i know that after NS i going to be an adult..
yes, i know m O lvls r coming soon..
but if i really really go 'chiong' for all this crap..
i m defeating the purpose of saying that
we should enjoy our lives as long as we r alife..
as for now..
i clearly understand that i have to clear the biggest obstacle in my life yet..
my O lvls..
of course surely more obstacles would come.. but that would be the future. (:

for ppl who have known me for long would have noticed this..
i m not as nerdy as i was in sec 1..
i m not as playful & happy-go-lucky as i was in sec 2..
i m not as emo and less talkactive as i was in sec 3..
i m not as spontaneous as i was in sec 4..

now.. i m a mixture of everything.. maybe not everything..

i m just a teenager going on with life as it is..
just trying to live it to the fullest..enjoying everyday..
i m certain that most ppl around my age would feel the same way.. (:
this post goes out to y'all man..
ciao~

peace out-
[comments anyone?.. feel free to tag about ur thoughts (: ]

so long and goodnight.. :) - 5:37 AM;